What happens when you go down the rabbit hole instead of rising like a peaceful warrior?
You learn.
I'll share this piece from my journey when I went down my rabbit hole, which was excruciating. It brought an old pattern of being attacked. What I forgot to see was that it was time for something new to be burned. I didn't know what it was in those moments, which was incredibly painful because it was like, Who am I? What is my identity? Why am I here? That's when I had to take the time to integrate the experience of release.
When we have those enormous quantum releases of configuration of the past, the energy field within us becomes a vacuum for us to fill with our love, gentleness, quiet, space, care and nourishment. That's how the next layer and level becomes clearer. If we knew everything we were meant to know, we'd never go down and have the contrast of the experience, right?
Luckily, that expands our consciousness and soul into these new levels of realization and understanding, not only about ourselves, our path and purpose in life, and our relation to the universe, but also understanding the full gamut of the human experience. It's an experience that brings you more compassion for your brother and sister walking this journey.
Once you've walked to the next edge of your being, and in coming to the next edge of yourself, you've seen that yes, you can soar again.
Have you soared before? Maybe, perhaps, but never in this way. Never with this fullness of Spirit connection. Never with the fullness of this understanding of who you are. Never with the fullness of vibration and frequency you can feel flooding through your being right now.
As the essence within you has been unlocked through the release, fill it with love. I know that despite anything, and beyond everything, that this is the path forward: Holding yourself in this place of love and compassion no matter what. This is the ripple effect that we extend to infinity and beyond.
I read this beautiful quote from Yogananda:
"Change yourself, and you have done your part in changing the world."
Even though the rabbit hole is hard, we rise from that place with so much more of ourselves. That’s why we've come, and that’s why we’re here now — recollecting all of those parts along the way.
Through the whole experience, you'll feel emotions coming out, releasing, and you might feel you don't have the mental framework to do the work. It's like you're going through this recapitulation. If we go back to the teachings of Carlos Castaneda and some of the Toltec shamanic practices, the recapitulation is when we're going back through all of the experiences we've had, where there's been some level of fragmentation. We’re recollecting ourselves.
We're recollecting all of the places of our soul to bring them back into this lifetime, this embodiment, this temple.
We’re the temple because the Divine consciousness resides within us. And it’s to this temple that we bring back all of the pieces and parts of ourselves that we've lost along the way and bless them. We embrace and honor them. We adore them as beloved because that’s what and who we truly are.
With that understanding, we see there is nothing that is outside of us.
We stand here together, holding this space of heart connection and compassion with one another. A whole universe exists between and within us at this moment. It’s here that we come home to ourselves. We come home to the connection, communion with one another. This is what we've come for: This longing of remembrance of this deep sisterhood and brotherhood with all of humanity.
Here's the opportunity.
We can let in this wisdom, knowledge, truth, and understanding, this energy between us. We can allow it to sit here. You get a little sampling of the morsel, or if you will, you can take it in.
When we take it in, it changes everything within each of us. Because every cell reconfigures and recalibrates to this level of communion, where I’ve recognized the holiness within me and the holiness within you. And then they meet together and dance in joy, and in remembrance that this was always the grand design.
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